This day has been upsetting

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The lack of respect for others and the nerve to think they are alphas in society, still there are some who despite the shenanigans of it all remain "moral". They are the people who you value above all else. These are people who you can trust, not just some average Joe of the street, but someone who you have formed a bond with, though some are still capable of, for example back-stabbing. They are the ones who keep me from going insane, that there is still hope in people to be at least "moral". Morality is a broad subject that spans many cultures and traditions. I seriously believe they are role models of society, I have great respect to them. It would be such a shame to see one of them failed at life. They're responsible, mature, and most of all respectful, they respect my decision I respect theirs, it is that simple, though I won't expect them to trade their lives for me.

The social system at school is whack

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I don't know what to say. There are many types of people some are nice some are rude some are plain annoying, but there are people so annoying that you have to wonder what is going on in these guys brains. Decency is a first, What is decent and what is not. Let me ask you is it decent to bring "that" to a school full of children, who don't know what that is and a handful who do. You can't go around flinging that and playing around with it in a learning institution, it's just not decent to bring that out at school.

(I don't even know how he got that but all I know is you can't buy that at anystore until you're 18)

Respect, people are born without this, but some are quickly learn the gist of it. We are the same in status, you're a human I'm a human, but there are times when people look at another human and tell to the selves I am worth more him or her. I don't get why people put themselves higher than what they are nor do I understand why people underestimate themselves. People are so easy to subdue like a simple embarrassing thing is enough to knock your entire reputation. If your reputation is legit, it wont fall that easily.

We were all born as equals none higher, none lower. I am human and so are you.

learn some respect

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The amount of people these days that have respect to one another is sickening. Not many people know this but there are a ton of A-holes in the world and I feel about half of the countries' A-holes are in schools. I was there trying to take a dump but the bidet was broken so I had to get a dipper and use that to wash my ass, in what was happening at the moment I had no chance to do so, Why? Because of the mob of 13 to 15 year olds yapping about someone taking a shit. They were coming in and out of the washroom all giggling like three year olds. Why do they do this, do they not poop. Its a disgrace to see that people are like this, a disgrace to people and a disgrace to family. You don't just walk up to a person taking a shit and laugh your balls of, that's disrespectful. What's worse is that these are 15 year olds, people who are old enough to determine right from wrong. Was there something that happened to make them these way or are they just ignorant. Parents teach their kids to respect people's privacy, these don't just apply to the washroom, I am talking general. You have to be so ignorant like a brick wall to not understand these. These people really make me lose my faith in humanity.

(These people were so into seeing me that I mistook them for gay as why would you want to see someone taking a dump)

In memory

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Still continuing from the last entry. It would be a shame to fit all of these into one entry but I have a quota to make so, on with the story. 

Many years passed and I still remember the fear I felt, The adrenaline of fear. I would often go into that compound through the front gate this time and and backtrack where I ran. I first got this Idea when I had a classmate who lived there, asked us to help in a project, so when the time to go home came I picked up my bag woe my jacket out because I wouldn't want to be recognized, this may be too late but the shopkeep was an acquaintance of my mom so she practically knows my face from others. So I back tracked using better knowledge of the geography of the compound in relevance to my house. It was an expansive compound, full of twists and turns it, it was easy to get lost in it. I stuck to the the wall,riding it out only to see the house from my memories so I ran and saw the store, still making sure no one noticed me I ran further up ahead and saw the top of my house. I jumped and ran and I swear someone saw me. it was anti climactic but oddly satisying

Run through the dark

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Continuing from the last entry, because I though it would need its own entry, so there I was running through the dark. I remember most of the way back , our landmark was a house I think and it would be straight from there. So In the dark I ran with cold sweat I saw it , it was the house.  I ran as fast as I could, the only thing that would make me run fast without the care in the world was fear. Weirdly enough fear can be F*** Everything And Run. F.E.A.R. so I saw the shop that we would buy from and I would climb the ladder and go home. I had passed by their house and screamed that they should die. I went home with seat and partial tears ; I would say that was a good night and memory.

I have not grown, well at least my mind hasn't

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I had these friends that the were cool. One was a troublemaker, one was this cool older brother type. Let guise them under the names Don and Carl. Don would often get in trouble while Carl we only saw a couple of times ; One of there schemes was they made a ladder to the nearby "compound". The walls were so small, but now they put wires up so that's a no-no. When we go to the other side we would run all the time. We'd buy drinks from the nearby store. We'd go to the playground until it reached dusk and when it did we'd all run towards home as if someone would kidnap us. One time we were walking down a street. Don would call a house haunted and we would go near it. The little brat then screamed off the top of his lung that he saw a ghost. They ran away whereas I ran in circles screamed and finally runaway from the house only to realize I took the wrong path and ran through the street with the house again and It was night,I mean dark. I still remember the path I took to go back because of the constant fear. 

You just activated my trap card

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Once there was a time when I had owned two 2 feet stacks of pokemon cards. I didn't know how to play them back then so I just hoarded pokemon cards. Yu Gi Oh cards were also the rage back then, I remember my friends giving me some when they got home from school. I also have a brother in law who does Magic for a hobby. He goes to tournaments a cross the continent and sometimes goes home with souvenirs. The last time was when he got home from Hong Kong and he got me a hat with a queue. I had read that a longer queue would mean nobility, I think.

When there was a occasion my cousins and I would play cards; I would always lose as I have no skill and almost no luck besides bad luck.

random generators

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I have search the internet and have found that there are  a ton of random generators.
Name generators,faction generators, color generators. All the generators. Just some of the things that help me out. There are noun generators, adjective generators, and more! I just like the fact that it's like a"mind pusher", I swear it's not what it sounds like. It gets you off mind block. You can use generators even when you are bored like sentence generators. Finding whacky sentences is a joy, some might think clicking a button that generates words is slow or boring but some sentences are funny. Like that card game that's black and white, It's kinda like that.

Chairman of the bored..again

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Once again I am left with nothing to do. I have done everything that is needed for tomorrow. I should probably play more Warcraft campaigns, It's become my favorite pastime. I'm currently observing how the wind moves the trees, that is how bored I am.
This has been a slow day really.On the plus side I have befriended a lizard and saw a bird land on the window sill, so I have that going for me.

All my life I have wanted to catch a bird. The birds in this part are a bit slow to react probably of not many predators after them,dang city birds. I have also noticed how fast vines grow, In a mere 2 days the vines have grown 2 feet. That may be an exaggeration but it seems that way. Sigh~. I have watched vine grow... It's a real slow day or days if you count the whole vine deal.

beware the sleep

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So I have been told to talk in my sleep and do things I should not be doing. Teacher said I was a sleepwalker. I believe that, I remember when I was a kid I would wake up at our door at midnight. I would shrug it off and return to sleep. Now I fear I would do something reckless while asleep.

I have read about this and some have been reported to drive or cook while asleep. That is really scary, waking up to see you're in the middle of nowhere and no means of getting back. But whats cool is that I remember what I am doing. I would often dismissed then as just dreams but my mom would often tell stories of what I have been doing.

slow breakfast

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breakfasts are so slow. You have to cook while still half asleep(probably), that is gonna make you have a bad time. Imagine bacon or any other fried food,sizzling and spewing oil everywhere. That is what I'm afraid of, flying sizzling oil. 

I can never really cook normally without having the fear of oil flying. I have tried conquering my fear but I don't have the time, capabilities, and the urge to do it.
Plus it's the morning I can't be up enough to cook a decent meal and I wake up at 8 am
no way is 8 am a proper time to make breakfast i'll just wait till twelve to make lunch, actually why wait then just make lunch when you wake up so you can eat at twelve

Can't remember the last time I saw the moon

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Every night has been nonstop lightning and and rain during nighttime, and it's too cloudy when its not raining. I think the last time I saw it was , Summer. The moon just has this serenity about it. It stands alone amidst the darkness and only stars to keep it company. It also has no use unless it has the sun that shines it's light on to reflect it to Earth. So without the Sun, it would be impossible to tell where it is or if there even was one.

What I like to do when I see it is to imagine the path in which it takes. Pretty weird thing to do. At occasions I would stare blankly into the sky only to see airplanes and occasional spotlights. On New year it's a pretty sight if the smoke would be blown away.

A night I will remember as the night it almost rained, litterally

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So we had a make-shift party. It was supposed to get everyone to know each other which has succeeded and not succeeded I learnt a few other names, though I'm not sure if that was it. It was a pretty normal party you have your food, drinks, and the occasional dancing.

It was pretty awkward. I mean I wasn't, by all means dance dance like your lives depend on it as you're not gonna get another chance till early February. Or you have the nerve to go up to them and ask them to dance in broad daylight.They dimmed out the lights but I was sure I saw some familiar faces with some other familiar faces.

I was expecting a more fabulous finale but sadly it was just some awards and singing.

But I got to see the moon, it has been along time since I last saw it.

glue + specimen = make-shift fossil

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My friend and I decided to trap a moth, which was mortally wounded by my friend. Without anything to encase it with we thought of glue. Yes glue, our first idea was keep it in the freezer but it would have been mistaken as an ice cube so we settled with good ol' Elmer's. 

We found a clear corner of the table and submerged it in it. It took about 2 days for it to harden and "crystallize". So we tried another specimen it was a, I don't know he said it was a "dubia". So far it has been a bust for it has not crystallized or hardened. We are starting to doubt if it will even work. Still it is too early to give up so I will post something in the future that will update this.

someone died here warning, particular not effective at school

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Some people try too hard to scare people. People say that ohh someone died in this room where in the morning nothing happens here and if it was true they would have blessed the room and drove out the spirit. What scares the most is the fear of the unknown. Subtle scares like let someone see a light turned off but no one inside the room to turn it off. Those are by far the scariest. Someone expecting to get scared is less scary as one curious lucker. I particularly am good at coming up on plans to execute a proper scare. Considering I have  a small body type and semi-flexible I can fit behind doors that have hinges too far away from the wall.

The dark

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Everyone was afraid of the dark at some point in their lives. It was the fear of the unknown; Darkness conceals the horrors in which your demons thrive in. The dark is something to fear and also embrace. Sure it contains your darkest deepest fears but it also makes sure it stays there. Imagine every hour of the day is filled with every fear that's been building up inside. That is pure torture. The dark is misunderstood, Where have you seen a monster when you're happy and laughing. The dark keeps it locked up with every other fear you have.

time manipulating capabilities

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Everyday seems like it's taking more time than it is. Maybe because of the up and coming party. They do say that time flies when you're having fun but anticipating something has the opposite effect. You thinking about something that will happen will most likely hinder the progress in which the world is making. It does not affect anyone but you. The feeling when your having fun that's the pay off, it's short but it's sweet. The way I get my mind of thinking about something is watching videos that will take me off my tempo. Trust me when you're out of it. Anything will probably take your attention.

All of it though is just the mind at work. You have fun which means your brain has something to focus on blocking out everything else that doesn't have anything to do with what is "fun". Take away the thing that you love, you take away the curtains hiding the world in which you live and breathe in.

Warring classes

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Our class has always been at bad states with the other class. We may look like we get along but some of them want some of "them" to have misfortune. I mean I hate everyone equally but some people manage to tip the "scales". 

The warring has come to the point where on our annual sleepover at school we are to be separated. I mean, what and why? It has not come to the point in which we will literally sell our souls just to get back at each other. Why are we separated that's some weird decision making. Isn't it a tad bit intriguing that we are the only grade to have separated sleepovers. I don't know mush of past events but it's certainly one of the first I've seen done.

"I was looking forward to the behaviors of these ' esteemed men and women'."

Nothing beats secrets in the dark. You're bound to hear a gossip "hear" and there. Get it I replaced here with hear because... it's to "hear... I will stop now. I was looking forward to it but alas I'll have to make do with the herding patterns of my classmates in their most comfortable conditions. And no I do not think of my classmates as livestock. It's just, what do you call a group of mammals. I guess there are a ton of them but herding just sounds more scientific.

Unintentional "tip"

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When I buy something I usually sum it all up before paying so the change is easily calculated. But this one time I had missed my change at the counter and I was like "Oh, no what am I going to do." Then I thought of unintentional tips, it's where you think of good things that will happen with the extra change that you left on the counter.

It sorta works well at least it keeps you from thinking that a total stranger got hold of your money no matter what the cost. I really did not think twice of going back for the missing 50 cents. For on thing it's a bit embarrassing me going to counter saying you made a mistake, I'm too shy for that. Second is that there was already a line. I also felt bad as the cashier complimented me on my accomplishments as a student. I am also highly susceptible to flattery from people I don't know.

"She was a nice lady and complimented my 'maturity'."

karma can't be that bad

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I have had horrendous karma this past week. It all started when I took our first quaterly exam. When I saw my scores. I know it was too good to be without consequences.

The first instance of bad luck was I failed in attacking someone in a clan war.

The second one was a case of food "stealing", I don't know what to call it and the rest are petty stuf that happens to everyone but more frequent.
(this always happens)
So if my guess is correct I should have a goodluck day the next week. Well I mean if that happens or if I'm cursed with bad luck forever.