Can't think of anything, so I'll talk about my lamp

I have a lamp that is literally a nude male. I'm not gay, this was I think given o my sister or my brother. The cool part is, ti turn on the lamp you have to flick the dick up. So he is literally turned on. I have just thought of that joke; I am so proud of myself right now. It has a lampshade on its head. The upside is that there is also a clock on this thing, but thing is, why is it a nude boy? I can find plenty of better lamps and I might invest in a new lamp. I don't use it much, I like a better, less "suggestive" lamp.

Self style

Here I am in a sea of people who can draw good. In my despair of trying to match them I opened my mind. "who the hell cares if I can't draw like them.". The answer was simple. Draw with your original style, a style that is only you. One good point of this is that it's unique., though it is hard to find your own style, but I believe it's worth it. People now draw manga or anime, no I'll find my own style thank you. I don't know why I came up with this topic, but I guess it has something to do with a drawing my classmate sent me. I am both butthurt and impressed, but that's besides the topic. I will one day get my owns style of drawing.

HEYSKUL DORAMA

Just this afternoon, something happened. People have warned her about this, but she did not listen. It was,   it was, that a person she hates develops a crush on her. typical scenario, I think. Let's get to the story, Gerl is a fangirl of a certain band. Gerl hates Boi, because reasons. Boi now likes Gerl, because of some strange reason, hate turns to love. What? How does hate turn to love? As far as I know one cannot hate someone while love said person with the same amount. Nevertheless, this is not why I posted today, but "drama". Basically every highschool has atleast one of these. People hating each other for unknown reasons, PDA, general bullshit, you know typical stuff. I live to see these event unfold and one just happened, it was the story I told earlier.

really subtle guys.

Heroo! Have you ever felt that there are somethings that should not be seen, I get that feeling very rarely, but when it does show up I get a little bit awkward. You see, there's this "rumor" if you can call it that. It's about a girl and a boy, acting all lovey-dovey in our class.Don't get me wrong, by all means thay can be as sweet as they can, but it "may" affect our "reputation". Ok, I'll be straight to the point. In our school, acts like this is unbecoming of a "normal person". I mean for Heaven's sake get a room! I ain't against what your feeling right now, but there is a time and place for things like that. Some instances is that they'll even do that in front of a teacher, although it is fun to watch them have fun, it's sorta weird being in the same room as them. Way to conceal guys.

Recording

We were given a project, a project that got us pumped. It was a project that got our inner chuunibyous out. The project was to create a Radio Drama, it's like a play but only with voices and sound effects. The script we were supposed to play was Romeo and Juliet specifically the balcony scene, but teacher said we could add anything. What we did was give people powers, basically making it a shounen or a genre for young boys. The problem was the fight scenes, we ultimately decided to add background music and a few grunts here and there. One genius idea was to make a new character up, we decided to make a new character, "Fredrick" Juliet's father. We didn't have enough time to read the entire screenplay so we just went with it. I have high hopes for this. What made us pumped up for this was not the freedom of changing the story or the part where we record our lines, but the class was divided into two groups, one all male and the other female. This is gonna be fun.

on their side

Leader might hate me for this, but I want that gap gone as soon as possible. I also believe that what we did was wrong. We did react a bit hastily, we should have alerted them that we were gonna do it as soon as possible, the problem was a lack of communication. On our part was  that we acted hastily and on their part they didn't alert us on the whole "same source"(is it is true). Both parties are at fault here, if possible I want the two groups to make up as we'll be becoming adults, what adult carries with him the grudge of a child. I want to play a mediator for the two, but due to my position I think I have nothing of worth to become a mediator.

Leader if you're reading this, I just want to see the two clash, but not in a fight sort of setting, more like a drama. Highschool is not complete without drama

I want to believe it's true

    As I have told from my last post. I would like to now rant on how they did this. I believe that what we did was right, because we planned ahead, whereas they, probably only decided to do this today. I could tell they were butthurt, because leader sent a picture a screen cap of what one of them said, "Don't make the wrong head work.", they were implying that I was not worthy of the situation. You think this may offend me, but this just brightened up my day a bit. What I want to believe is that they are now in a bad state because off me, that'll teach them to get me in an argument when I just woke up. I'm considering of making the entire situation a bit more chaotic, but I think I should let it pass. I wouldn't want a bigger gap between us.

Bad luck on a Saturday part 2

         So we went home, satisfied by what we had done. Now this is where it gets interesting, From part one, I already summarized what happened, now I'll explain in detail. I woke up, smelling the eggs my mom had cooked. I got up, but my device rang, it was somebody from the other group. I was like, "Ahhh shit.", pretty mature,right? She now begins to question me about the "plan", I was perplexed at first and then it hit me, it was what we did last night. So when I told her what we did she lays silent, the next thing I heard was that I was in a group chat with several other members. The only thing going through my mind now was, "Just explain to them what happened and go on your merry way.",did not go that way. I looked at the members of the group chat and I laughed, It was about 5 of them talking and only 2 of us, what? Shouldn't it have been by equal members, maybe leader to leader or 2 on 2? No they decided to bring everyone into the mix. Let me clarify first as it seems I have forgotten something, We were recording while we made the project, I was the one being recorded and the other were making the project. So, I said everything that I knew about what had happened last night, I said that there were only 16 flaglets made, enough for our group. Then one of them suddenly burst out claiming what we did was wrong, What?! We followed the instructions to the letter, it was on a long bond paper, back to back, and on a 2 feet high stick. Now they fuckin, sorry for the language, say that it needs to be of the same source. That wasn't part of the instructions, so now our leader turns up and says a "option" on how we could resolve this, I don't know how it turned up, since I was already  fed up with them. We did not hear of the whole same source shit. Now judging from my leaders message to me from this encounter he was also fed up. Now begs the question, we, who prepared for this, must now abandon what we have done up to this point and make anew for the ones who did not alert us of this new "same source" shit(if it is true), is it fair, the one that was prepared and succeeded in the project, must be dragged down to do the same thing again letting our effort go to waste. Not fair is it?

Bad luck on a Saturday part 1

     Imagine waking up, snug in your bed and a faint smell of breakfast being cooked, but suddenly you get a massage from someone, who you barely know how to talk to, starts talking about some plan you barely know what it is, then decides to get more people into the mix causing a whole lot of confusion and ruining everyone's day. It just happened.

      Let me tell you the story, A girl messages me about a plan to make a project, me being not used to being messaged thinks, "Must be urgent for someone to message me.". Sadly enough it wasn't, ok so she asks me, bare in mind that I get irritated easily, especially in the morning, she begins to talk about a project that would save us a lot of time. The project was to create flaglets, to be used in a "Fun run". Our group was separated into two, one is 16 and the other 18 or something like that. It was specifically said that it was a whole long bond paper and back to back. Pretty clear right, so after it was announced our group was the 16, we planned ahead of time, and made the preparations on said flaglets. It was perfect timing since we were gonna be recording at our friends house and decided to to do the flaglets there. It was 16 in total, one for each member. As the sun faded into the horizon we finally finished the flaglets, all we needed now was to to attach them to 2 feet high sticks, simple enough.

Knowledge is evrywhere

As a person that believes that learning can be best done at school, never have I been so wrong. My uncle a local veterinarian, has lectured me about many things, chemistry, biology , language. He would often teach me on the fly, one time we were talking about magic and he butt in and began teaching us physics and stuff, and when we were older he gave me and my cousin "the talk". Ah what a wonderful uncle its a shame he is almost never near. I wanted him to atleast teach me how the digestive system in detail works.I'm glad I have an uncle like that

plagued me since the beginning

My parents and cousins sometimes say I have a short fuse, I'm easily angered by the slightest of inconveniences. I strive to  correct that part of me, but it seems it's a bit out of reach for now. Just this afternoon, I blew up and it was the most irritating thing to see if you were not me. I was such a douche, my god. The reasons for this was of a super childish thing, I leave a pen for two minutes unattended and it's already gone, the worse part is that the culprit had the balls to practically show it in my face, that was why I was irritated this afternoon, who does that? If you're stealing from someone, don't wave the stolen item at their face. The sad part is he was so smug about it, the idiot had the balls to show the item, use it, and plainly hint at it, that it was stolen. I am not dense enough not to fall for it. The other sad thing is, ok I asked to borrow a pen, he gave me the pen he was using before, I have seen his writing and saw him write with that same pen. Magically he uses a better pen, saying the dumbest excuse you can think of, "I got it from my bag.", my face at that time was part astounded that someone could lie that bad and furious that someone that idiotic stole my pen. As the better man, I just let it mostly slide, and after that whole incident my mind was basically a country preparing for war, later as I calmed down a little, that country became a bunch of passive-aggressive hippies, that concludes this post for today, but to be honest, If I could get away with a crime for one day, I would go to his house, provided I know the address, and throw every gadget and appliance out the window, pour gas on it and watch it burn, burn with the hatred I have built up over the years.

Brightest ideas may come from the most absurd of places

       A person who has the right determination can do anything, provided he has the material and means to do it. An invention that revolutionizes a product, you may be wondering, " What is this nutjob thinking about this time?", well you see I have come to appreciate the plastic in the middle of the stick'o jar, it helps especially if your as inadequate as me, but what bugs me the most  is that the ones in the outer rim are a pain to remove, of course you could always just break a piece in half and the rest will loosen up, but I don't like that, I feel dirty when I have to do that.

Really should visit grandma

  My grandma died a few months ago and I was too lazy to even come to her funeral, I know that is low even for me. I have made preparations that next time we visit I will makes sure to visit her. She was a typical grandma, most of the time she'll forget my name, I couldn't careless a the time but now I see that, basically she died and forgot about me. Wow that a heavy topic, I just realized that when you die you'll be forgetting everything. That's like something your brain would think of in the middle of the night. Death an inevitable phenomena, the process in which sentience leaves your body. Maybe that's why people are afraid of death.

Why did I pick this topic again?

For some strange reason I seem to think I'm random, but really that's not the case. I think random might have been an exaggeration and purposely being something that will either shock them or plain make them face-palm. There was this incident in which I became, wary? I don't know it's the feeling of not knowing what lies ahead and also the fear of the past. I don't know, what am I supposed to be writing, I guess about random stuff, judging by the name of the blog or something completely idiotic, by my username, but how about both? I had a pretty strange childhood, I had a friend which was older than me and was supposed to be my "role model" at the time, not happening. Looking back he was an extremely annoying douche, forgive m language but man he was a douche. Well luckily enough his brother wasn't like him, or else I would have ended far more idiotic than I am today, I mean the guy danced as he bathed in the open. he was like in 5th grade I think, dude was strange.

If I learned one thing from this year

     If there's something I have learned  from last year is that I should worry less and focus more. I have lived far too long to be afraid of what comes tomorrow and long enough to notice that I need to pull things together, too long have I lived as a good for nothing. I want to learn many things that would ultimately lead me to be a functioning human in a society. It's funny how it's only at this time that I came to my senses, before I used to view something that happened unrelated to me, but boy have I been wrong. An incident may lead to affecting a person which in-turn affects other people and I'm willing to bet that that same incident will cause something bad to happen. As I'm writing this I just remembered that I have not visited grandma's grave, such a shame, but such is the course of nature.

slightly obsessed with tests

Have you ever wondered how long you could keep your breath underwater or how much rice you can eat with a minimum amount of "ulam". I am slightly  amazed by those tests, for example in the past summer I have tried to grow my hair and see how long it gets, amazingly enough it gave me a sorta afro-looking hairstyle, The next test I conducted was how long I could grow my fingernails in the span of a month, sadly enough I failed because the nails sometimes scratches my scalp and in rare occasions bruising it, I have noticed that it is easier to clean when it is long. Another test is when my father got his toenail injured and it stared to remove itself from his big toe, I joked of the idea of making it a necklace or a goodluck charm, but he was opposed to the idea. Next summer which is rapidly approaching  I will try how long I can keep a positive attitude, as far as I'm concerned that test won't last very long as I am a rather grouchy person.

2016 BAYBY!

                        It's finally 2016! woooooOoooOOoooo! A driving factor for me last year was to improve my lifestyle, last year I was pretty much slug, it was a really slow year for me and maybe it was because I stayed in bed for too long or I hadn't had the sun directly touch me in about half a month. Reality sometimes gets boring when you watch anime. So for this year I have challenged  myself to create a story and actually get some decent exercise for once. The exercising is a  common new years resolution, but not many actually follow through with it, as for the story it's a adventure story. I have not worked out the details of it but I have started I would like my " friends " to read it but I think it'll be a ways before I even get to show it to them.

Well those are my resolutions, couldn't careless what you think of it but I think it's fine.